Everyone has secrets, sometimes i want one too.
so i'm keeping this one, just for now. who says it's not mine? if i wanted to share, i would, but sometimes it seems the best thing to do is keep it underwraps until it makes sense to reveal it, and now is not the time. however the problem with that often is that those you did not tell feel entitled to have known. when you do finally come out with it they seem offended that you kept something from them, like it was their right. and that confuses me, i mean honestly maybe they weren't ready, maybe they had their own reasons, why should you feel that it's your right to know, it's a PRIVILAGE, it's not like equality it's like a driver's license, sure everyone would like to have one and it makes life convienient and such but really now is it your RIGHT to have one? what if you're a terrible driver, or a drunk? i'm not saying that i'm keeping my secret because my friends are drunks, really, i'm just saying that sometimes a secret has to ferment a little bit, has to cure into the story that it will be, tidbits are not as fun and sometimes i don't want to have to give constant updates...plus it makes more of a bang later if you're like, what, this isn't new haha.
so pretty much what i'm saying is, i'm having a selfish mometn that's not really selfish becasue it basically only has to do with me and therefore it's not being selfish it's just not being overly forward..if that works
changedfish- witty at the right times