and to be completely honest ur not like all the rest....
welp...today was one'a those days where everything that coulda gone wrong totally did but yet i still had a good day, i mean i was kinda still smiling and laughing and it was crappy...so who knows?
i finally got my schedule changed around..that was a bummer deal cuz i didn't really think to talk to a different counselor and fix it earlier..so i kinda bombed the last couple days of my history class but now i'm done with it and i getta sleep in a bit for the rest of the year...cuz i only have 6 classes!! WHOOSH!
no one was even mean to me today! i was soo excited or yesterday either! i mean i dunno that's not something i would usually say nething about but recently i've been getting a lotta not-so-nice things said to me, so i feel the need to mark the time when no one did such a thing! and seriously i find that when i'm having a bad time or when things r going wrong those r the times when u really do find ur real friends cuz they're the ones that r there for u telling u that they love u and ur not scum and that no matter what they'll be by ur side! i've found that i truly have the best friends on the planet, i mean heck no one's perfect and i'm sure that they share in the gossip sometimes or whatever, but heck so do i we're all human and as long as we try our hardest to be as un-human as possible then mission acomplished!
it's late i'm tired..more tomorrow or something but basically thanx to those of u that don't not like me (that's right a double negative!!!!!!) i mean i doubt anyone hates me, so y say it, but i know there r a lot of people that love me....and that makes me happy enuf to sleep at nite! kisses and hugs and love to all of u who make me smile, to the world that makes me laugh!
"don't worry cuz now i got ur back and everytime u feel like crying i'm gonna try and make u laugh...." steffers lyrics r super duper
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