sometimes i wonder about the things that u do that r wrong, but not wrong...
u know like sometimes they're disobediant but not wrong if u were allowed....get that?
i mean like u sorta feel guilty, but at the same time u feel like u shouldn't have to cuz ur not doing anything you shouldn't u no? like i think i'm a trustable person, i make mostly good choices, i don't party, or sneak out, or break laws or anything, but sometimes i still do things i shouldn't have...and if i enjoy those things, that's bad rite? i know that sounds weird but it's like, somethings make u really happy, somethings u really enjoy doing and they're not wrong, but sometimes the time u choose to do them, or the way u go about doing them, isn't good, so i guess u don't understand what i'm saying and i'm not going to elaborate for you....all i'm gonna say is i'm still working on that line between head and heart. and until i figure it all out w/the big man i'm confused and dazed.....wutev, changedfish