i don't care if u read this...but it may not be kind..it's just real, my real thots however they may be, and i don't really care if u read it, and i don't really care if u like it, i'm taking a selfish moment because this is my blog and my thing and it's not for u, any of u.... and if u don't get it..it's prolly not about u..so don't worry about it!
i'm not pissed i just felt stupid, i mean i waited till like 9 before deciding it was a lost cause...checking my phone all the time even tho i KNEW it hadn't rung...explaining to those i'd told that i guess i was just kidding and nope i didn't have plans....but seriously it was fun, and i have other friends, guys, girls doesn't matter i seem to have them and i dont really need to wait around for a specific one...it doesn't even matter to me...and i may sound really upset but i'm seriously not...i really did have fun and everything so don't even worry about it

i have the best friends ever! i mean between trips for fun dip and nacho's w/too much cheese to telling eachother how hott we are..to secret agents (opperation bike-trunk is the best!) i mean really i have the best friends..and they give the best hugs and they seem to mind my crazy antics or my long rants....i don't konw how i ended up w/them but i love them! so thanx guys...i mean really, u r my rox, my flowers, my spine..w/o u..i'd just keel over and flop dead-style! and i love you! ur just wonderful...super duper duper people!
sorry i had a moment at the begining of this thing...i just have sometimes when i need to vent and it would be pointless to delete all the bad stuff cuz then it bottles up and ya..it's not good...so i love you love you all...kisses, changedfish