i feel so neglectful of this blog. i mean i know life gets busy but that's all the more reason to write about it. honestly i wouldn't remember half of my life in high school if it werent' for this blog! i always feel like there are things in life that you simply won't forget but that's so not true. i mean i guess i'll remember the events but the feelings and how things really happened gets lost when you reconsolidate (yeah, that's a word i learned in class today) your memories. since i last wrote: i went to Israel for 2 weeks (i journalled the whole thing and my big plan is to type them up and add them here...we'll see, eh?), and this past weekend i went to an amazing women's conference (Radiance, guest speaker was Dannah Gresh) and applied for an incredible internship (with Dannah Gresh!). I made the major life changing decision to go ahead with biblical counseling instead of secular counseling and an mft license and i'm just trusting that God knows what He's going to do with that (it was His idea to switch so evidently He has a plan haha). i've been to TWO live cd recordings that turned out more like worship sessions. i've lost two friends to cancer. i helped plan and execute another phenominal Sancitfy purity conference weekend, and a valentines day banquet for my STARS girls. i've pulled an all nighter (does 45 mins count as a nights sleep) and gotten my hair cut, i've been bridesmaid dress shopping and bonded over a broken engagement. i've made better friends of aquaintances and made aquaintances of better friends. i've eaten no less than 30 pita pockets and recieved a lot of junk mail. i've relearned cpr and gotten sick at least 3 times. i've watched far less hannah montana than last semester but that doesn't mean i've given her up. i've battled -25 degree temperatures and basked in the glorious 70's. i've played cards, colored pictures and pieced together puzzles. i've dropped my ring down the sink and gathered 3 campus safety officers to get it back. i've lost and found my good scissors only to glue the blades together and render them useless. i've made two sticker chart calandars and used neither of them. i've been home for the first spring semester visit ever and bought a million more cedarville cause t-shirts.
my life has been a whirlwind and this list doesn't even begin to describe the last few months of my life, but i had to try and list a few things. this is my last semester of college and i'm starting to come to grips with that, but i'm afraid that in my hurry to be done and my rush to experience life to the fullest before i go i'm losing the here and now of things.

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