the shoreline calls the sea....

ok so i'll admit, i'm not great about keeping up with things- example, i've had 2 email addresses closed on me because i didn't check them enough and NOW my open diary is gone, i mean that one i thought would still be up cuz i've neglected it for longer than i did this time and it's still been there but i went to write on it today and it was GONE!
that was is like my annonymous of all annonymous ones and it really only has like 4 posts but still it was important to me...it's like when my changedfish email got deleted, it had all my saved emails in it and like honeslty i only didn't use it for like a month and it went away! so while i really don't need to re-agonize over old emails i still was upset that they didn't let me decide whether or not i wanted to keep them.
i suppose it is true that often times when you neglect something it ceases to exist (i.e. our fish which recently passed) but some things you don't assume will go away because they're permanent feeling- bricks for instance.
whatever now i have to find a new way to annonymously post somewhere

changedfish- bond, james bond