all we need is a bit of momentum...

i've not done a great job of updating this summer, i haven't truly been online much this summer what with camp all week long and having people here on the weekends so it's not that i feel bad, cuz who's keeping track besides me but still i like to catalogue significant moments in my life lest i forget them. problem is this summer hasn't been full of recordable moments, i mean i'm not going to lie it was a hard summer, having people here all summer was no piece of cake as i had anticipated. i mean it's just that i'm a valuer of quality alone time and i didn't much of that. i tried to just take it for myself but then i feel guilty i guess i wasn't much of a hostess, but i guess they were practically more tennents than guests anyhow- not that they paid me or anything, or that they acted that way but i just mean i didn't exactly break out the fancy soap for them cuz they lived here, i mean it wasn't a small visit, they were here for like 2 months.
camp this year felt totally different from last year- it felt like it went so much faster, like it was so much easier, each week wasn't a drain it was a joy and maybe it's cuz i'm learning more about how to be a better counselor and maybe it's because i had better campers but it made me all pumped up for next year. i mean i'll still be young, i don't see why i won't be there. but we'll see, i never make any promises this far in advance, i like to wait until the last moment, make paul sweat a little bit : )
i don't know why i even started this post, i have nothing to say really, i just look at this thing and i think of all the things i should write and i can't write them and then i can't think of anything else to write so...i guess i just won't : )
changedfish-your mom