u know what i've decided? (well of course not...but i'll tell u nehow)
i've decided lots of things recently but this moment my epiphany is that i don't need a "boyfriend" like everyone seems to think a person does....i don't need a relationship. i don't need a long phone conversation every nite or flowers on vday i don't need those lovey cards or someone to take me to some nice place....all i want is someone to hug me everyday and make me smile just by being around them...all i want is someone to hang out w/every-so-often so i won't feel alone and bored...all i need is a friend, and of those i have plenty....u may think i'm speaking of boyz here...but in essence, i don't need one...i have many friends of both genders, i cuddle, i talk, i write notes, i give gifts, i go out, i have fun...w/my friends...and i won't allow the world to convince me that i need a specific guy...i won't allow the world so tell me that i must have what they're selling..i don't need some passionate kiss, all i need is a friendly smile and a few "i love u for u"s in my life....and i have that
i have a weekend packed w/fun, i have a super hero b-day party, a kidnap plan and a fun dip excursion to look forward to...i have friends, family, and sleep comming my way and i'm happy about it...my friends r amazing and i have NO idea y they've chosen to spend thier valuable time w/me..but i won't take it for granted, i know at any moment they could decide they have better plans else-where and walk away w/o a glance, but i also know that i have the kind of friends that would never do that...they would never leave w/o trailing me behind..holding my hand the whole way....i have fantastic people in my life that r funny, sweet, smart, kind, honest, supporting, goofy,sneaky, lovey, cuddly, gorgeous, hansome, awesome and splendid...i don't need one person to be with because i have an army.....y trade a bunch of spectacular for one mediocre?
changedfish appreciates life tonite