you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

so i've realized that i will let just about anything go. i mean if there's a possibility that i can let things go and totally blow it off i will. like if the other person doesn't make a big deal out of it i won't either. but my biggest problem is that it doesn't mean i forget- see i'm pretty quick to forgive and move on but i still remember and sometimes i guess i haven't fully forgiven because i still hold that grudge- and usually it's not some major vendetta against a person it's just this memory in the back of my mind that kind of sits there and brews and boils, combining with other events that i blew off and let go, until it creates this explosion within me- and that's no good right. but i guess my questoin is, do i make a bigger deal out of the small things when tehy're happening? cuz i feel like that's just annoying and that's just making them bigger as they go rather than trying to let them go as if it doesn't bother me....i dunno.

changedfish- yeah i'm really not super fond of horses