I'm supergirl, and I'm here to save the world. But I wanna know, who's gonna save me?
i don't even understand how you can be so immature about this. did i insult you? was that it? was your pride hurt in some way and that's why you couldn't bring yourself to hear what i was saying? did you get so upset because of what you THOUGHT i meant that there was no way you could open your eyes to what i was actually meaning? either way it was childish of you. i'm not angry with you but i'm just in all honesty dissappointed with your reaction. i'm going out of my way to do the right thing here, and yea ok so it benefits me too, but truly i think this is the right step to take and all i get from you is crap? you accuse me of blowing you off? of being picky about who my friends are? you accuse me of having certain friend standards? that's just mean...you know what maybe you thought you knew me and you really don't or maybe i thought i knew you and i really really didn't but come on, this is me we're talking about, since when have i ever turned someone away? i try so effing (that's right i said effing) hard every day of my life to be the nicest person anyone's ever met, i try harder than you'll ever know to make sure people feel included and loved when they're around me, i try to show love to everyone i come across, and for that you say that you don't know me well enough to know if i'm the kind of person who goes around blowing people off? you really must no absolutely nothing about me then...because if what i was doing for you these past weeks wasn't being friendly and kind then i have no idea what you want from the world.
i understand that i kind of handed you a raw end, that i made a decision that effected both of us and i didn't exactly ask for your opinion on the matter but that doesn't mean you have to blow up at me and accuse me of not being a friend. i did this for the sake of what's right and moral and appropriate and i tried to explain that to you so if you don't get that, if you can't understand that it was uncomfortable for me, that i'm not ready for something like that then how can you call yourself my friend? how can you say that you tried to be my friend if you can't even see what friendship is...friendship is doing what's right for that person, whether they recognize it or not, whether they understand or appreciate it or not..so that's what i did and what i'm doing, and i guess if you don't like it or want to think i'm some monster then that's ok but i did what i had to do for me and what i needed to do for you...i'm not old enough, mature enough, educated enough to handle these things and it's quite hard to research a person you barely know so for me to deal with these situations was just getting increasingly harder and i had to tell you that...and i'm sorry that i hurt your feelings or your pride or your idea of what you thought i was, i really am sorry, i didn't intend to upset you that's why i gave you a reason and an explaination why i attempted to talk to you about the situation and my side of this but i guess we both failed this one now didn't we?
since when is blowing someone off talking them out of suicide?-changedfish
i don't even understand how you can be so immature about this. did i insult you? was that it? was your pride hurt in some way and that's why you couldn't bring yourself to hear what i was saying? did you get so upset because of what you THOUGHT i meant that there was no way you could open your eyes to what i was actually meaning? either way it was childish of you. i'm not angry with you but i'm just in all honesty dissappointed with your reaction. i'm going out of my way to do the right thing here, and yea ok so it benefits me too, but truly i think this is the right step to take and all i get from you is crap? you accuse me of blowing you off? of being picky about who my friends are? you accuse me of having certain friend standards? that's just mean...you know what maybe you thought you knew me and you really don't or maybe i thought i knew you and i really really didn't but come on, this is me we're talking about, since when have i ever turned someone away? i try so effing (that's right i said effing) hard every day of my life to be the nicest person anyone's ever met, i try harder than you'll ever know to make sure people feel included and loved when they're around me, i try to show love to everyone i come across, and for that you say that you don't know me well enough to know if i'm the kind of person who goes around blowing people off? you really must no absolutely nothing about me then...because if what i was doing for you these past weeks wasn't being friendly and kind then i have no idea what you want from the world.
i understand that i kind of handed you a raw end, that i made a decision that effected both of us and i didn't exactly ask for your opinion on the matter but that doesn't mean you have to blow up at me and accuse me of not being a friend. i did this for the sake of what's right and moral and appropriate and i tried to explain that to you so if you don't get that, if you can't understand that it was uncomfortable for me, that i'm not ready for something like that then how can you call yourself my friend? how can you say that you tried to be my friend if you can't even see what friendship is...friendship is doing what's right for that person, whether they recognize it or not, whether they understand or appreciate it or not..so that's what i did and what i'm doing, and i guess if you don't like it or want to think i'm some monster then that's ok but i did what i had to do for me and what i needed to do for you...i'm not old enough, mature enough, educated enough to handle these things and it's quite hard to research a person you barely know so for me to deal with these situations was just getting increasingly harder and i had to tell you that...and i'm sorry that i hurt your feelings or your pride or your idea of what you thought i was, i really am sorry, i didn't intend to upset you that's why i gave you a reason and an explaination why i attempted to talk to you about the situation and my side of this but i guess we both failed this one now didn't we?
since when is blowing someone off talking them out of suicide?-changedfish
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