el fin...o este?
seriously, how many times can i thank God for my friends? new friends, old friends, it's ridiculous, i don't know what i would do without the people in my life. college only terrifies me for that reason, but thanking Him also for technology i know i won't be alone when everyone's a phone call or email away.
so in case y'all were wondering i'm officially going to Cedarville in the fall...i'm kinda wigged out about it but really excited, and i'm glad i finally made a decision because i'm all college-talk-ed out! oddly enough i'm only ONE credit short of entering as a sophomore so i'm going to take one over the summer and take care of that...i'll prolly still end up in freshman housing and in all of the first-year activities to get myself settled but it's going to pay off when i finish in 3 years...at 20..that's CRAZY YOUNG! well it sounds that way to me...i have this dreadful fear that i'm going to go away and meet some guy and graduate young and marry young and kind of not get to do the growing and changing i think i should do...so i'm looking into grad-school as well cuz i mean honestly if i work hard i can have my master's by the time i'm 23...
i don't know, the future is something i'd rather not plan out right now, i dont even know what i want to do with my life but it seems that i'll end up majoring in communications with possibly a double minor in bible and business, i mean the bible minor is a definate but the business is a maybe, we'll see how it all works out.
it's weird how comfortable i've become with myself in these past few months. i mean it's like by the time you're a senior you just get this whatever attitude that is a common symptom of senioritis i suppose but i'm loving it, i'm not worried about what i look like when i leave the house whether it's a ball gown or my fat jeans and a sweatshirt i know that i'll have friends when i get where i'm going and that people love me for me. i mean honestly i felt like my first few years of high school there were always those fair weather peopel that were just kind of there to be there, not really your friends but not really not..and now i feel like i have a group of peopel who truly want to hang out with me, it seems that at this age people would be so fake but the more i experience it, it seems that in the circles i run in people just hang out with who they want and if they didn't like you then they wouldn't hang out with you so you have nothing to worry about. i would hate to spend my last year in this town with people who didn't actually want to spend time with me...gosh i just seriously am so loving life right now, the people, the experiences, the activities, even my classes...i knwo that these aren't the best years of life but i can see how people say that...it's just a time where you don't exactly have any real responsiblities and you're finally allowed some freedoms....
so thanks everyone...for loving me, corrupting me, talking to me, yelling at me, laughing with me, hugging me, kissing me, being there for me, not asking too much from me.....thank you all, i love you!
we were walking downtown, yea, our favorite part of town-changedfish
seriously, how many times can i thank God for my friends? new friends, old friends, it's ridiculous, i don't know what i would do without the people in my life. college only terrifies me for that reason, but thanking Him also for technology i know i won't be alone when everyone's a phone call or email away.
so in case y'all were wondering i'm officially going to Cedarville in the fall...i'm kinda wigged out about it but really excited, and i'm glad i finally made a decision because i'm all college-talk-ed out! oddly enough i'm only ONE credit short of entering as a sophomore so i'm going to take one over the summer and take care of that...i'll prolly still end up in freshman housing and in all of the first-year activities to get myself settled but it's going to pay off when i finish in 3 years...at 20..that's CRAZY YOUNG! well it sounds that way to me...i have this dreadful fear that i'm going to go away and meet some guy and graduate young and marry young and kind of not get to do the growing and changing i think i should do...so i'm looking into grad-school as well cuz i mean honestly if i work hard i can have my master's by the time i'm 23...
i don't know, the future is something i'd rather not plan out right now, i dont even know what i want to do with my life but it seems that i'll end up majoring in communications with possibly a double minor in bible and business, i mean the bible minor is a definate but the business is a maybe, we'll see how it all works out.
it's weird how comfortable i've become with myself in these past few months. i mean it's like by the time you're a senior you just get this whatever attitude that is a common symptom of senioritis i suppose but i'm loving it, i'm not worried about what i look like when i leave the house whether it's a ball gown or my fat jeans and a sweatshirt i know that i'll have friends when i get where i'm going and that people love me for me. i mean honestly i felt like my first few years of high school there were always those fair weather peopel that were just kind of there to be there, not really your friends but not really not..and now i feel like i have a group of peopel who truly want to hang out with me, it seems that at this age people would be so fake but the more i experience it, it seems that in the circles i run in people just hang out with who they want and if they didn't like you then they wouldn't hang out with you so you have nothing to worry about. i would hate to spend my last year in this town with people who didn't actually want to spend time with me...gosh i just seriously am so loving life right now, the people, the experiences, the activities, even my classes...i knwo that these aren't the best years of life but i can see how people say that...it's just a time where you don't exactly have any real responsiblities and you're finally allowed some freedoms....
so thanks everyone...for loving me, corrupting me, talking to me, yelling at me, laughing with me, hugging me, kissing me, being there for me, not asking too much from me.....thank you all, i love you!
we were walking downtown, yea, our favorite part of town-changedfish
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