Winter Camp

wow, so that was actually so much fun...and i wasn't even cold! did i ever mention that i absolutely loathe the cold...that, being in the dark, and being alone are probably my big fears at this point in life...but i wasn't really those things this weekend, i mean ok so it was up in the snow, and ok so we play a lot of night games and ok so i wasn't really connected to the girls in my cabin but that was what was so great about it, was that i still had fun. i got to see youth group and camp and church from a different perspective this weekend, i got to see it from the other side of the social spectrum..u no just because they're popular or pretty or athletic doesn't mean that they believe less, or are somehow unable to worship God, they were way fun awesome christian girls, and i've never seen them that way before....they're intimidating, they're the popular pretty girls that girls like me are afraid of...and i was afraid, pretty terrified in fact, to be in a cabin with 6 girls that i thot were nothing like me, but it turned out to be the perfect place for me, and i know that God put me there for a reason and that was so that i could realize that i wasn't in that cabin to help them, they were there to help me...and i needed to humble myself enuf to let that happen...and it was only 3 days, not even full days but it was enuf for me to realize a lot about myself and the way i handle friendships, so i guess this is a thanx to God...for putting me in my place, the right place!
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