i think i've almost lost my love of writting....maybe just for a moment an instant a time...but i'm not even excited right now...and i know most of u don't get that..but for me writting is this huge independance bit, it's an emotional release it's a personal thought process that i need in my life and if i don't feel like doing it anymore i get scared...scared that i'm shutting down, scared that i'm just to tired, to lazy, to stressed to complete my regular rituals...
another thing! o gosh..so pissed, people r so freaking stupid!
aight..now i think pranks r funny, i really do, i think it's funny to make people feel humiliated on a regular basis and it's fun to feel u pulled something off all secretively..but when people get on some crazy power trip and think it's funny to destroy property and run wild...i mean seriously u can't think of something more intelligent to do? u can't find something hilariously funny taht's unharmful and funny to EVERYONE..i mean i understand revenge, retalliation, heck it's my powder puff too but u don't have to go and ruin it for everyone..u were warned, they told u flat out, if u go crazy we pull the plug...and if that's what ends up happening well then i think u deserve it! i'll be hecka disappointed, i was really looking forward to all that fun, the boys in skirts, me playing fball but i'd rather not even do it if i'm going to be forced to play with people that can't control themselves! i mean honestly did u think u'd get away w/it? that it'd be funny and the srs would laugh and say how cute? no they're gonna go nuts and the cycle will never end! because it doesn't end at powder puff..o no u think it will but it won't and 10 yrs from now u'll visit the school and we'll have major hazing issues and will u feel bad then? will that finally convince u that this wasn't funny? will u look back and say wow how stupid we shoulda just put rats on the field like we'd planned....i hope u had ur fun, cuz it's prolly over now!
i wish i weren't associated-changedfish