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Monday, March 20, 2006

Lysistrata- up close and personal
so pretty much, the play opens in like 4 days...i'm soo not ready for this.
as much as i went back and forth on this i'm really glad i did it...bottom line, i love to act, and if me being there serves as any sort of moral anchor for this crazy play then how is that a bad thing? i mean yes, i wouldn't say this is my ideal script and it's a weird twisted play in every sense of the word, but if you step back and stop taking it so seriously it can be quite hilarious. i have never felt that believing in God means you can't still appreciate things for what they're worth. i mean if anything this is a comedy. it's funny because i'm never sure whether i should tell people to come see it or not lol..i mean i'm in it, and i'm proud to say that i was cast in a college production as a moderately main part while still being in high school, i mean i AM the youngest person in the play and i think i'm not doing a half bad job for it being my first actual community theature, i have a lot to learn but i doubt if anyone will say "that girl sucked". i want people to see the play cuz i think it's funny and i want people to see me in it but at the same time some of it is a tad embarassing and my costume is uhm interesting and the entire thing is a little bit odd. it's like you're not sure if your amused or offended sometimes. i think it'll go over well but shoot does it have to start so soon? i mean i'm just getting into it and really getting everything down, i'm afriad it'll be over before i reach my peak haha. i guess i'll see...it's been an experience to say the absolute least. i mean every day on that set is an adventure and i've learned a lot about theature and productions and costumes and sets and working with people. i mean let me tell you something, the theature crowd isn't always the most normal haha...but i've come to love them, and in turn they have grown to somewhat co-exist with me haha...i think some of them may actually enjoy my company every-so-often.
i dunno, i mean it's pointless to even write this down, cuz i mean it's just another ramble about my inability to think on one subject longer than a tic-tac. it's true though, i get writting and it's like a trance, where i'm just off and thinking a million miles an hour, it's like every other time in my life i'm thinking one thing at a time (ok that's a lie i'm generally thinking like 12) but when i'm writting it's like all that melts away adn chaos reigns..all i can think is everything i want to say and when i try to get it down into writing it's gone.
don't do drugs kids, it's an endless cycle- changedfish

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