come here and cry upon my shoulder
i'll hold you 'till it's over
i'll rescue you again

let my house be your shelter
your hiding place forever
i'll love you more than life

ok!

it seems like recently everything's gone BLAH for so many people...everyone's tired and frustrated, at the end of their ropes and can't see the end of the tunnel...i'm not sure if it's the time of the year, this time in our lifes, what, but i feel like i need to do something...
it's like the more i grow in my faith the more i see the weaknesses i used to have, i mean little things used to bother me, and i used to be so wrapped up in the social scene and the gossip and now it's like everything i hear it i cringe and everytime i go to spread something i've heard i don't want to, and i like that, i love that change in me but it's so hard to learn how to deter others from doing it. i can't remember who said it...but i remember someone talking about how u can't expect non-christians to act like christians....you can't hold them to the same standards and moral values because they don't have them...you can't expect ur non-christian friends to understand why u do or don't do what you do but you can try to explain to them how u'd rather they didnt do things around you...and somethings don't bother some people the way they bother others, for me cussing and gossip really effects me...i just don't like it, and so me being around it is hard, but for some people it's not a weakness or a problem and they can handle it....i dunno where i'm going i guess i'm just upset because i feel like all of a sudden all of the people i hoped would come to faith or grow in their faith havent'...they're turning away, and running in the opposite direction and it pains me to see that and i just know how much it has to hurt God, but i know that they can't come unless he draws them to himslef and i just have to understand that and be patient! but omgsh it's sooo hard!!!
Psalm 14:1 NLTOnly fools say in their hearts, "There is no God."

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