we don't need no stinking resolutions

welp, it's officially 2005 now...weird to think about that actually, i mean i graduate in 2006! and seriously remember how in-the-future 2000 sounded? and now 5 yrs later it's like nothing..hmm
so i was all bummed yesterday about not having a date and stuff...and i still sort of am..but on the other hand i realized that the only true blue reason i never have anyone is cuz i won't let myself, and now i've decided that i'm not doing that anymore! i mean i've been so overly worried about what all my friends would think, what my youth group gang would think and i've been so miserable, heck it's high school if i want to be with someone then by golly i will! i mean seriously what'r they gonna say "man she sure has been EXTRA goofy-happy lately, i'm worried"?? i mean i'm always pretty happy but what's wrong w/a little extra glee? i think nothing!

so it's settled then, it may not exactly be a resolution persay but it's a goal..to let myself let go, to have some fun and not keep being so overly caring about others thots cuz they don't have any say in what i do w/my life, i mean if they have a valid concern that's different, but a lame opinion, they get no say! nehow..done w/that outtie
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