new year's eve- alone, but not lonely

ok well it's new years eve right? and u no that whole kiss when it's 12 thing.... well i think that tradition sux! i mean if i do kiss some random guy just to be kissing someone, everyone would flip their lids in disapproval..but if i don't then i'm sitting there and people r like "aww poor girl, no one wants to kiss her" any one else think this deal sux! i sure do!
i know that this blog bit seems always to be about boys, but really what's wrong w/that? i mean i'm a 16 yr old girl that's on the brain! that's what i think about at times like these, and then comes homecomming and then valentines day and eventually prom and who's laughing then when i don't have a date? no one, it's all the pity well maybe i can set u up w/ so'n'so from such'n'such and it's like grr...just get me someone to be with so i don't have to face the humiliation of high school alone!

now don't y'all get all snitty on me like "but mel ur so wonderful no one's good enuf for u" or "don't worry about it, u'll find ur prince someday" cuz i know, whatever i have a few friends i know i'm not a some ugly frog, but it's like it doesn't even matter to me if it's the love of my life..what's wrong w/experimenting and getting to know someone on a bit of a friendlier level? i mean really truly honestly i'm not gonna have sex w/them or start making out in public going crazy what's wrong w/a little friendly high school dating? that's right nothing! i said it..nothing!
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