It's just one'a those days, when u don't wanna wake up!
wow, so today was one crazy-insane day, i don't EVEN know where to go from here. started out horrible in the morning, and escalated to worse as the day wore on! i mean ok, i understand that asb is ms. carson's life..but one flipping balloon order should not send her into an uncontrolable frenzy! i mean i have a lot on my to-do list too but if i say i'll get it done, i'll get it done and if it's not perfect then i'm sorry but u can't blame me for things that are out of my control!! and if things go wrong, breath deeply, don't screech and make people cry cuz it's all my fault and i realize it, but don't go venting on others! she gets so psycho around homecoming i don't even wanna step into her vision line! i'm serious i'd rather do a zillion balloon arches than step into her classroom at times! she's balistic, i swear i love her to death but she needs some sort of medication! i'm glad she does an awesome job and is dedicated and all but she needs to calm down because this rally and homecoming is not the end of the freaking universe! and my dance only goes one hour so o my goodness if it's not "wazoo" then shoot me but i don't work THAT hard for something as petty as a high school (hour long may i add) homecoming dance!! and if josten's doesn't show up to take pictures then i'm sorry but i'm not putting a slide show together and it'll just have to be lived with!
i'm seriously considering college conection for next year, i mean i'm SOO ready to be off this campus w/all it's drama and hissy fits, people just aren't as mature as i thot they would be, i mean i understand immaturity on a certain level but downright stupidity and retardation, now that i cannot excuse..people just need to suck it up and act their age! i'm not even talking about a specific incident i just want off campus sooo bad, i mean i'm tired of dealing w/the day to day crap of people....i know it's been like this forever but i'm finally reaching the end of my rope and if certain things happen it'll just be the straw that breaks the camels back and i'm going to start twitching out! i don't freaking care who's dating who or who likes whomelse or what's going on this weekend where, i don't, and i don't care what so-and-so is saying about so-and-so-else about whoever over there...i just don't care, and heck u can tell me what u wish but it doesn't mean i'm listening or can offer good advice, i try, i've tried for so long, and i'm nice to everyone, i believe that everyone deserves basic respect and kindness and compassion, but don't take advantage of my generosity i AM only human i DO have faults and if u find them, stop highlighting them and displaying them for everyone, it's annoying! i don't know i felt like venting but my goodness i dont get life and i don't even know what to think about anything right now, i hope everyone is happy w/themselves and their decisions but frankly i have a lot on my plate for tomorrow so please hold off untill next week or at least saturday cuz i can NOT take any more of this, i'm going to have a melt-down or just keel over and die! and i KNOW that was over-dramatic i REALIZE i've just whined for the past page and a half but it had to be off my mind otherwise u'da been hearing it from me all freaking day and NO ONE wants that....so basically, i'm sorry, i love u all, and please realize my stress level is catastrophic for no reason at all......changedfish breathes---into a balloon arch