perhaps your way of saving the world can save my world

so maybe a kind gesture, maybe i way to save money or the environment but have i mentioned what a fan i am of carpooling? i mean ok so sometimes it's a pain and i'm like dangit i just wanna sleep in another five minutes but i can't! but most of the time it's like oo yey i get company on the way to school! last year i carpooled two guys, both neighbors, both not super great friends, but both pretty good car riders, didn't annoy me too bad, both had poor taste in music might i add. but this year both of them have their lisences and well i'm not going to that school anymore anyhow so...it doesn't much matter. the reason i write about carpools at all is not only is it a way of saving the environment but it's a way to get to know a person a bit at a time. a short drive that allows for a small amount of conversation. i mean heck last year i hardly knew luke at all (one of my carpool kids) when i first began to drive him but by the end of the year it was like we were hecka friends, now i miss that gorgeous boy! (he really was good looking, tho i was not interested in him at all) plus he got me a super cool neclace from belize and even tho it sorta broke i still think it's beautiful! so back to carpooling, i think it's a splendid idea. i like driving and i like riding in the car and being given the option to not drive once in a while well i think i like that. i think that was what my resentment with carpooling last year was, i had to drive all the time, and plus i felt bad if i was late or something cuz fhs is a lot farther than Shasta is from my house! and it's like some days i would wanna not go to my last class or stay after school and i felt like i couldn't, but now i won't need to do those things, and plus t. th. i can stay that extra half hour and study or whatever, and i think barton has his dad's class on tuesdays at 3 so i bet i could get him to come at 2:30 and hang out with me, cuz he's a super cool guy like that.....this has turned into me thinking in type once again, a ramble to add to the masses, but i like this form of my writing, it's so real, so me, so unpoetic-trying-to-hard-to-sound-good-but-u-really-don't-ish. and now i'm tired and still haven't packed so i need to go
omgsh yea reminder i'm going to visit Seattle Pacific University tomorrow (well ok i won't get there till thrusday but i'm leaving tomorrow) and i'm pretty excited, but it's like after visiting master's last spring i dunno if anything can top that, and even tho it doesnt have the major i'm thinking i wanna go into now it's still on my list, and it's killing me but i don't want to apply there because i dont' want to get in (i know crazy to say but listen...) cuz if i get in it'd be super hard to say no. it's like at the end of Center Stage when she tells johnathan and juliet not to tell her if she got in to ABC or not cuz she doesn't know if she'd have the strength to say no and if she goes to coopers company she'd be better off...it's totally like that cept not ballet and i didnt' sleep with some crazy dancer guy!
changedfish- in a tizzy again