cleansing

i've now officially cleaned out all my old school papers, cleaned my room, done almost all my laundry, deleted all my useless "friends" from myspace, deleted all the old screen names off my aim, and msn, and i'm about to shower....it's been quite teh cleansing couple of days (well i did most today, cept the papers..did that sunday/monday)

summer was crazy great this year and i have a feeling my school year is gonna rock as well..it's just crazy how all of a sudden things are going well, and i can't exactly figure out why that is or why it's happening to me, because i mean i know it's not a deserving thing, it's not like i've paid my dues or become a saint, life's just been good lately, and i mean even things that perhaps weren't peachy haven't really ruffled my feathers in the long run...it's crazy! plus my braces come off in a week, so i'm just ecstatic about that! i'm totally gonna have a party or something like that.

actually i sort of have a theory that good's and bad's come in groups...i mean it's not some technically study, but it seems to me that when it rains-it pours. but when it's sunny- it's hott (and that's a metephore..u caught it right)
i don't even know what to say right now because i'm way used to writting when i'm upset, but i'm not upset, so i dunno what to do with myself...i mean the only tear-jerker in my life at the moment is all those jetting off to college, but it's crazy, cuz i'm just so excited and happy for them and just so proud that they get to do all of that, that i can't be all that upset, cuz i know this is an awesome opportunity for all of them..and for those that are sticking around and going to shasta with me i'm uber happy about htat too, i keep seeing people on campus that i know, it's way crazy-go-nuts!

changedfish- wasn't my phone supposed to ring tonite?