all of the people with nothing to do and nothing to prove...

it's truly surprising how many people in this life seem one way when their life is really another, i mean it's crazy cuz i guess we're all so wrapped up in our own lives, and we think that all these things are happening to us and that are these terrible things, or we think that people should take notice of the tragedies in our lives, but when was the last time we stopped and took notice of someone else's life, of the problems our friends are facing each day, ever think that maybe their problems are a bit tuffer than urs? ever think that maybe someday they want you to notice that they're dying inside? sometimes i think i'm crazy because all i care about is others, but when it truly comes down to it i have no idea what other people are going through...i know that my life is peaches and creme, that's the way i like it thank you, and i know that i couldn't handle the live's that most of you lead, i couldn't handle it if i had a baby, i couldn't handle it if i didn't get along with my parents, i couldn't handle it if one of my close family members died, i couldn't handle it if i had more siblings, i couldn't handle a lot of the things that y'all go through every single day, and a lot of u think ur going through it alone, and some of u are going through it alone, and i couldn't handle going through anything alone! i mean if i didn't have my family, my friends, God, the general people around me that keep caring about me, that keep asking me how my day is going and making sure that i'm ok...i couldn't handle life with out all of the wonderful things in it...how do u do it? i admire u, that's right, i admire ur strength...no one knows the silent pain ur suffering, no one realizes what's going on with you, and maybe it's because they don't care, and maybe it's because u cover it well, but the point is i admire you for sticking it out through all the pain, through all the bad times, through all the days when the good times seem so far away, the times when all u want is someone to be there for you, all those times it seems like no one's there....i admire u for keeping ur life as together as it is...i admire you more than u'll ever know, because all i can do is be there for you, all i can do is ask u what's wrong, all i can do is offer to sit with you while u cry, all i can do is tell u that i love you, all i can do is share the love that God's shown me, and i know it's not enuf..but it's all i can do...
changedfish-this kind of love is blind too...