subconsciencely
u no how somethings u don't understand unless it's on paper? and then there's the things that confuse u unless u hear someone else say it. and those times when ur totally lost until u think things through for urself. and then there are things that u see in writting but u don't get it and someone explains it to u and u don't get it and then u think about it and u still don't get it, and ur thinking to urself "everyone else gets it, why am i so stupid!" that's how chem is to me...and it's SOO weird cuz i'm way passing that class (well a B- but still!) however math i've ALWAYS understood and now this year i STILL understand but it's like trying to make time to do all my h/w and study for all my tests and welp...i'm doing really bad..i might even get a difficiency-and it'd be my first one! i'm way bummed...and mr. lombard is a fruitcake! there was this new (very nice) guy that transferred from new york into that class and mr. L was so jerky to him that he transferred right out...i mean seriously he needs to find his line and not cross it-u DON"T make fun of students or any people...we're impressionable, and u need to lay off the coffee! my goodness he makes me mad...and he's NOT a christian i can tell u that, just the things he says...by golly i wish i had another option besides just him and ashurst...i LOVE mr. ashurst but i didn't learn much in his class so i figure i'd better not take it.
nehow...basically i started this whole thing off on a different note and wound up rambling about acedemics...it was supposed to be about something i read....i read it a while ago (well less than a week but...the day it was written) nehow..it's one of those things that u read and u don't quite get, u read and u don't quite understand, it's one of those things that u KNOW was put there especially for u, only for u, and yet has the tone of "i hope she never reads this"(like a baited hook...only the fisherman doesn't want to hurt the fish...i dunno) i mean..u knew i check it, u know i read those....y drop the line.....i ask u
changedfish-not quite speechless but close
u no how somethings u don't understand unless it's on paper? and then there's the things that confuse u unless u hear someone else say it. and those times when ur totally lost until u think things through for urself. and then there are things that u see in writting but u don't get it and someone explains it to u and u don't get it and then u think about it and u still don't get it, and ur thinking to urself "everyone else gets it, why am i so stupid!" that's how chem is to me...and it's SOO weird cuz i'm way passing that class (well a B- but still!) however math i've ALWAYS understood and now this year i STILL understand but it's like trying to make time to do all my h/w and study for all my tests and welp...i'm doing really bad..i might even get a difficiency-and it'd be my first one! i'm way bummed...and mr. lombard is a fruitcake! there was this new (very nice) guy that transferred from new york into that class and mr. L was so jerky to him that he transferred right out...i mean seriously he needs to find his line and not cross it-u DON"T make fun of students or any people...we're impressionable, and u need to lay off the coffee! my goodness he makes me mad...and he's NOT a christian i can tell u that, just the things he says...by golly i wish i had another option besides just him and ashurst...i LOVE mr. ashurst but i didn't learn much in his class so i figure i'd better not take it.
nehow...basically i started this whole thing off on a different note and wound up rambling about acedemics...it was supposed to be about something i read....i read it a while ago (well less than a week but...the day it was written) nehow..it's one of those things that u read and u don't quite get, u read and u don't quite understand, it's one of those things that u KNOW was put there especially for u, only for u, and yet has the tone of "i hope she never reads this"(like a baited hook...only the fisherman doesn't want to hurt the fish...i dunno) i mean..u knew i check it, u know i read those....y drop the line.....i ask u
changedfish-not quite speechless but close
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