um...i no i haven't written in a while, i guess i haven't really had anything to say...still don't really, i mean i've had a good week, it was homecommming and it was kinda lame, but it was still good. last nite was the games and the dance and stuff...i've decided that no matter how many times i tell myself that i hate dances, i still love to dance, so once i'm there i end up changing my mind. the things i hate about dances haven't changed, i will never get used to, or accept the way people dress or act at dances, the way the staff just watches it and says nothing, the things u hear the things that happen, that will never change. it hurts me to no that there's prolly not much i can do. and i hate the fact that girls feel they have to do that to get a guy, or hold his attention, or impress him or wutever, but i think it's sad, and sick! i feel that i shouldn't just go along w/it, but most of the time i feel powerless to stop it! i had fun however. i danced w/my friends and i loved it! i felt free of being so durn self-conscience! (i dunno how to spell that) it was kinda sad that they only played one slow song, (which i didn't get to dance to, cuz i had to run arrands for my some what absorbed "friends") but that was ok, cuz i don't really like slow dances personally lol, um...ya...it was really great and now i'm looking forward to the next one, which is sadie hawkins, and i have NO IDEA who i'll ask, but i'm sure i'll go w/someone, i hope, otherwise, stag's not so bad either. and ya...i'll chat w/yall later, changedfish