and you said: I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart things will just get worse. When the burden seems to much to bear remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there.

so pretty much happy birthday allie and i love you and i hope ur blow-out-candles-wish comes true cuz well...even if i don't KNOW what u wished for i can always guess and i know that it'll be like BAM great! (crosses fingers tightly)

uh yea i dunno....but i'm thinking u know u just don't want to admit it on that... it's ok if u want that, really, just realize that that's what u want because if u don't just sit down and think about it and tell me then i don't know what ur thinking...i don't feel compelled to pry it all out of you, i'm always here for u and u darn well know it, but just cuz i'm there for you doesn't mean i have to be the one for you, know that i'm ok, and know that u will be too, it's all about time and as much as time heals scars are ok too...do what's right for you this time...

sometimes ur just going too fast to slow down before u stop...
changedfish